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                          I've been back fr US a week..but my sickness didnt go away yet...two days ago i just cough soo much until yestuarday my voice are lost..so bad.....sigh......when will i had my voice back ?? hope i can recover very soon...and tonite keep go party~~

                         This trip was a unforgetable trip...sth good happen, sth bad happen..i just know life wont be so smooth all the time..and i would suck it all up and live my life on~ and i also realise my parents are getting old......its not like the old times they could do all the things by themselves and dun need to worry, but now i know i reli need to take care of them...at least must take a eye on them....im sorry for im not careful enough at pass..but i will really really be re careful and care abt more`!!  and recetnly i think its the low pt of my life..cuz i didnt has any passion on anything....and just duno why didnt has feelings on anything, not any happy feeling...just felt not good and unhappy........i wish i can find my way and be positive and feel happy again.....sigh......why is it like that ?? why i lost the feelings to reli enjoy having fun even when i was in the party ? what am i doing ??